his perfume..

10 Nov

it was only his fragrance that reminds me of how fool i was for being in love with him..

he was the biggest mistake in my life. and now i really have to thank God he left dumped me.and i was really desperate at the moment. i felt like i was losing the light of my life, my days became so gloomy, and i couldn’t wake my self up just to think that it was over. the next days i only listened the-broken-heart songs, and spent much time daydreaming.

everything was sucks when he left me. i began to think that we weren’t supposed to met before. i did regret all the things we have done, all those moments we’ve shared. all the the memories that we’ve built. how could i waste my great time with that kinda man?

all those crappy memories have been thrown to my trash bin, even tough sometimes, i feel like i really want to see him, just to see his reaction towards me. would he feel guilty? or just pretend there’s nothing happen between us? well, i just don’t know, i mean, he’s kinda person i cannot predict.

and today, the smell of his fragrance brings the memories back.. suddenly it feels like he was near, i wonder if he’s there…n we meet, i will  get a knife somewhere, and maybe stab his chest, just to give him a revenge for everything he’s done to me. a knife would be worth for a jerk like him, for sure..  😀


Posted by on November 10, 2009 in diary berdarah


4 responses to “his perfume..

  1. herdiawanfajar

    November 15, 2009 at 6:09 pm

    and you are very sadistic murderer hehehehehe
    to have memory is great don’t you know?! though sometimes it does suck, but you’ll all alrite sunshine….

  2. juneboyd

    November 15, 2009 at 10:17 pm

    hehe xD
    cant stand to kill him..well it’s not about ‘kang you-know-who’…just wanna say what i feel about someone jerk..hehe
    just keep it in memory, huh?and we’ll be fine..thanks

  3. Pai

    December 15, 2009 at 6:58 am

    *ga ngerti*
    Waaah, sedang ada les bahasa inggris ya disini?? sayah daftar dong bu.. 😀

    • juneboyd

      January 23, 2010 at 6:10 am

      mari belajaaar.. ^__^
      eh yg wktu itu mnta translate..maap


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