it was only his fragrance that reminds me of how fool i was for being in love with him..
he was the biggest mistake in my life. and now i really have to thank God he left dumped me.and i was really desperate at the moment. i felt like i was losing the light of my life, my days became so gloomy, and i couldn’t wake my self up just to think that it was over. the next days i only listened the-broken-heart songs, and spent much time daydreaming.
everything was sucks when he left me. i began to think that we weren’t supposed to met before. i did regret all the things we have done, all those moments we’ve shared. all the the memories that we’ve built. how could i waste my great time with that kinda man?
all those crappy memories have been thrown to my trash bin, even tough sometimes, i feel like i really want to see him, just to see his reaction towards me. would he feel guilty? or just pretend there’s nothing happen between us? well, i just don’t know, i mean, he’s kinda person i cannot predict.
and today, the smell of his fragrance brings the memories back.. suddenly it feels like he was near, i wonder if he’s there…n we meet, i will get a knife somewhere, and maybe stab his chest, just to give him a revenge for everything he’s done to me. a knife would be worth for a jerk like him, for sure.. 😀